A Fish out of Water
Yeah. This whole job thing and me, not mixing. I am not going to be able to tough it out. It ain't right that it makes me sad and depressed everyday. I care too much, I internalize too much. It's too much.
TOo many negative people, not enough smart ones, no one to laugh with, no one to challenge me, no one works. I'm so over it.
I am a person that needs to be good at what I do. Does that make me competitive? Well, my current position cannot be measured. It's abstract and I am impatient.
I just need the balls to quit. And the crystal ball to tell me where to go.
I feel like a piece of shit for not being able to fix the res.
BUT--- I am lucky to have the experience. ANd I am still happy with everything else. SO, HALF FULL!!!!
TOo many negative people, not enough smart ones, no one to laugh with, no one to challenge me, no one works. I'm so over it.
I am a person that needs to be good at what I do. Does that make me competitive? Well, my current position cannot be measured. It's abstract and I am impatient.
I just need the balls to quit. And the crystal ball to tell me where to go.
I feel like a piece of shit for not being able to fix the res.
BUT--- I am lucky to have the experience. ANd I am still happy with everything else. SO, HALF FULL!!!!
posted by Knows It All @ 5:51 PM
3 Comments:
At 3:20 AM,
LSL said…
Oh, man, we work at the same place. Hang in there!!
At 6:40 AM,
Knows It All said…
I'm going to try. Every day is a new day. I just need to be inspired.
At 11:40 AM,
Flipsycab said…
A dearth of intelligent people or funny people is a tough thing to endure in the workplace.
It's tough to slog your way through the job and depression AND then look for a job on the side. Some say it's easier to find a job when you have one.
You do have a lot going on outside of the confines of your current office. Perhaps all that stuff can be a source of energy and/or inspiration?
If all else fails, drink.
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