Too much idle time is a bad thing.....
I don't know if I have the summer blues or just boredom. Yesterday, over some yummy Huckleberry Margaritas and enchiladas, I pledged to only be appreciative of all my good things. And I am so trying. But I think I am homesick and already worried about being trapped in AirConditioning for the next three and half months!
Yesterday, I got to have lunch with two of my best friends in the world. They have been so cool while I have been a little "off" lately. I can't be grateful enough for their patience and counsel. And they give me so many laughs and good times. And convinced me not to feel guilty for the abundance of all things bad I consumed yesterday. Let me tell ya, I found everything good to eat in my house and in all the Valley yesterday.
Ok, then El G was totally cool with me spending a ton of cash on more clothes. He's so good with that lately. (so good meaning keeping the debit card fully loaded and not bitching when I cause it to melt from over use). Anyway, I didn't have to work and there was no major drama going on.. so what gives? I should be on cloud nine, but still feel ho-hum. I HATE THAT!!
My parents are both relatively well. (by the way, mom update to follow). My dad was going to "Father's Day PowWow" which made me homesick. Mom was with the rest of our family at a reastuarant on the water having dinner and drinks and a nice night together. I guess maybe I'm just homesick. Probably because it is Father's day.
I want to be with silly energetic people, boating or at the river. With my sis or my dad just hanging out. Even crazy-ass cousin or my Ex (cause he is a little wacky but fun). Just playing outside in the Portland Summer. Racquel, Lu... I'm just telling ya, be ready for me to so overdue by the time I get up there on July 22!
Instead I'm racing to pool where it's totally serene here. It's a nice pool but it's so quiet. The concrete is so hot you can't stand on it even to walk from the pool chair to the pool's edge. Don't even try to have anything cold out there. Not going to happen.
I'm applying for a new job with the same tribe I work for. Maybe that will help if I get it. Change is good. I can keep a countdown to Portland Trip. 34 days! I'm working out a ton. I love hanging out with FOXXXY, who is a lot of fun and super cool.
I just need some things PLANNED. Trips, events.. stuff. I'm uncomfortable just being.
Yesterday, I got to have lunch with two of my best friends in the world. They have been so cool while I have been a little "off" lately. I can't be grateful enough for their patience and counsel. And they give me so many laughs and good times. And convinced me not to feel guilty for the abundance of all things bad I consumed yesterday. Let me tell ya, I found everything good to eat in my house and in all the Valley yesterday.
Ok, then El G was totally cool with me spending a ton of cash on more clothes. He's so good with that lately. (so good meaning keeping the debit card fully loaded and not bitching when I cause it to melt from over use). Anyway, I didn't have to work and there was no major drama going on.. so what gives? I should be on cloud nine, but still feel ho-hum. I HATE THAT!!
My parents are both relatively well. (by the way, mom update to follow). My dad was going to "Father's Day PowWow" which made me homesick. Mom was with the rest of our family at a reastuarant on the water having dinner and drinks and a nice night together. I guess maybe I'm just homesick. Probably because it is Father's day.
I want to be with silly energetic people, boating or at the river. With my sis or my dad just hanging out. Even crazy-ass cousin or my Ex (cause he is a little wacky but fun). Just playing outside in the Portland Summer. Racquel, Lu... I'm just telling ya, be ready for me to so overdue by the time I get up there on July 22!
Instead I'm racing to pool where it's totally serene here. It's a nice pool but it's so quiet. The concrete is so hot you can't stand on it even to walk from the pool chair to the pool's edge. Don't even try to have anything cold out there. Not going to happen.
I'm applying for a new job with the same tribe I work for. Maybe that will help if I get it. Change is good. I can keep a countdown to Portland Trip. 34 days! I'm working out a ton. I love hanging out with FOXXXY, who is a lot of fun and super cool.
I just need some things PLANNED. Trips, events.. stuff. I'm uncomfortable just being.
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